Mother on Janina's Passing
I remember, the very day Janina died (she died at about six in the morning,
I think), around four in the morning, suddenly something made me take
interest in this question: What will the new form be like? What will it
be like? And I looked at man and at the animal. Then I saw that there
would be a much greater difference between man and the new form than between
man and the animal. I started to see things, and it happened that Janina
was there (in her thought, but a quite material and very concrete thought).
And it was very interesting (it lasted a long time, about two hours),
because I saw the whole timidity of human conceptions, whereas she had
made contact with something: it wasn't an idea but a sort of contact.
I had the impression of a Matter that was more plastic and full of light,
responding much more directly to the Will (the higher Will), and with
such a plasticity that it could respond to the Will by taking variable
and changing forms. And I saw some of these forms of hers, which she had
conceived - a little like these beings who don't have a body like us,
but who have hands and feet when they want, and a head when they want,
and luminous clothes when they want - things like that. I saw that and
I remember I congratulated her. I told her, "You have had a partial, but
partially very clear perception of one of the forms the new Manifestation
will take." And she was very happy. I told her, "You see, you have worked
fully for the future." Then all at once I saw a sapphire-blue light, pale,
very luminous, shaped like a flame (with a rather broad base), and it
made a kind of flash, pfft! and then it was gone... And she was no longer
there. I thought: "Well, that's odd!" An hour later (I saw this around
six in the morning; all the rest had lasted about two hours), they told
me she was dead. That is, she spent the last moments of her life with
me and then, from me, pfft! went off towards... a life elsewhere. It was
very sudden. She was so happy, you know; I told her, "How well you have
worked for the future!" And all at once, like a flash (a sapphire-blue
light, pale, very luminous, with the shape of a flame and a rather broad
base), pfft! she was gone. And that was just the moment when she died.
It is one of the most interesting departures I have seen - fully conscious. And so happy to have participated!...
I myself didn't know why I was telling her, "Yes, you have truly participated in the work for the future, you have put the earth in contact with one of the forms of the new Manifestation."
From a talk of 11 August 1964 (translated from the French)
(Ref: A Captive of Her Love, P - 79)